well, kagabi lasing ako... lagi na akong nalalasing, kasama ko kasi si marco at ang buong layout team ng topdraw... in english, i always get drunk nowadays because i hang out with marco and the whole lay-out gang of topdraw.

our discussions while drinking moved from work topics, to love and sex. so i was reminded of my crush(not of sex but of love), and said to myself, maybe i should tell her now how i feel, even thought it's only on a text message... because lately, she built a wall around her heart that i cant overcome. she doesnt talk to me much, she keeps our conversations to a maximum of a sentence. that sucks really.

so i texted her while i was so drunk(my limit is only 3 bottles of red horse, the strong beer for strong men!) and told her how i felt. i told her, that i was her biggest fan, but i felt like she was afraid of me. cause maybe i look like a stalker, or a villain in old filipino movies, or i just look plain ugly to her. and i also said, that ill forget everything i just said to her the following morning. because im drunk.

when i woke up this morning, she replied to my text message, and guess what she said... she said that she fell asleep so she didnt have the capacity to reply last night. thats all she said. WHAT A STONE WALL! I HATE HER NOW! I HOPE SHE LIVES HAPPILY AFTER I FORGET HER!